I feel that any choice I make hurts someone and even though now you are behaving well, as you always do, you will end up doing what you always do. I don't like living like this, but my children are the most affected, it doesn't matter what I think, my children They are the most important thing for me. I no longer know what to do to live distrust is not to live. and the bad thing is that for me you have always been the only one.