We all just want to be loved. When we don't have that love our lives feel lonely.  I understand.

Just let go, stop searching and it will come to you when not expected. Be and enjoy who you are, maybe learn more about yourself, what is your qualities and how can "I" stop bad habits of "flaws and wrongs". How can I be a better human? Focus on that and your man will come, because when you are in a good mood, working the good within you, it will appeal men. Good luck and big bear hug