I'm from Onawa Iowa south of you a couple hours... I've been married , beaten, used for sex.. abused mentally.. and single for 16 years.. still always looking for MrRight.. not finding a one!
I think there is more wrong with me then a chemical imbalance..lolol
I have low lying depression from my childhood days.. Most days I prefer to give up.. my kids are adults and left me long ago to live a happier life..
Oh they still come around but theres not much closeness there... I was a wicked sick mom but didn't know till they were raised... damn.
anyway, I'm here as a friend .. I could use an ear to figure things out.. and get through ONE day without a tear maybe..lol