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Posted on Tue, Feb 08, 2005 14:19

Just when you feel like you have it ALL
You realize you don't have anything at all
Why is that when you've reached success
You have no one to share it with
When you've made more money than you ever thought you'd make
But you have no one special to share it with
You have the bed of your dreams
But no one special to cuddle with
When you have more beautiful people than you thought you'd meet
But you don't have one to call your own
Why is that every time you have no one special in your life
Every time you turn on the TV there's a couple that?s in love
Why when you feel your invincible
It's because your by yourself
Why is that every time you've figured out a piece of your life
Another piece lies just behind that one to figure out
Why when you think you've found happiness
In just the snap of a finger it can be taken away
When you think you've got everything under control
You look back over your shoulder and everything?s twisted
Why do you at times neglect the ones that care
Only to have them neglect you and then you finally care
Why do you have to learn the hard way sometimes
And loose someone by accident
Only to wish you could go back in time
And do everything the opposite
Why did God program us this way
Sometimes it's not fair
Why do I feel like I'm the American dream
Yet I'm so far away from my own dreams
Why is it that I go 6 months without one regrets
And then in one day regret the last 6 months
Why do I have so many questions about my own life
When I can answer everyone else?s questions about their life
Why does it seem like all the pieces of happiness
Can never seem to meet at the same time
Why do I feel like I'm never satisfied
When sometimes I've got something great right in front of my face
Why am I always looking for something better
Is there really something better
Why can't there be a sign that says don't fuck this one up
I know it's not gonna happen but....
Why am I bitching about such a small problem
When the world is at war and people are dying
Cause I too at times feel like I'm dying insideSometimes I feel like I'm at war with myself
Why have I hurt so many people
I never meant to or purposely did so
Why do I run away from every uncomfortable situation
It feels good to get away and pretend like it never happened
But Why is it almost a guarantee that it'll come back to haunt you
Is this just my life or is it what everyone goes through
Why am I having such a hard time today
I know it'll all pass tomorrow
But I also know it be back in 2 or 3 or 6 months
Why does this have to happen
Why when I know the mistakes I've done
Will I probably do them again
All I want to do is find complete happiness
Again, I have it all to give
But no one to give it to
This is just one of those days that I get only once in a great while
Maybe someone has an answer for me
Maybe someone doesn't
What I do know is that I'm gonna keep trying to look for complete happiness
That's all I want, security, a family
I promise I'll do my part
But the question I have is when will I find it?
I know that's an impossible question
Where will I find it?
I know that?s an impossible question also.
Well, I'm gonna keep moving on with life
This is just one of those days
This is my goal

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Posted on Sun, Feb 13, 2005 14:26

The answer:

Life is a journey. If you decide that you cannot enjoy it without a, b, c, and d, you are making a mistake. There are things about NOW that area good. Notice it and stop swelling on preconcieved notions. This is your life. The here and now. Is there nothing to make you happy in what you have NOW? Will tomorrow be fun? What you seek will not magically make your jorurney a happy one. Only your perspective can do that. Find a perspective that lets you enjoy now.

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