My heart goes out to you, becauses I feel your pain, and I know you're serious. I want you to correct me if what I say is wrong OK. Is it that you can't find a relationship, or do the type of people that you know, and hang around with try to take advantage of you when you try to have a relationship with them ? If it's the second thing then you must meet a different type of person. More education would help you meet a different type of person, the more knowledge you have the more options you have available to you. If education is not your thing, please seek counseling ( it's free where ever you live) so that you will have someone available to talk with. You're very young, true love is not easy to find. You're a good person, DON"T give up on YOU !!