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Blog title: Dear Diary
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short guys 129 Views 12/09/14

i find it shocking the amount of men who lie about their height/age online(i wont even get into the dollar store "millionaires"). the problem is,its not like we don't know or won't find out by the 1st date.


the only time i wear high heels is when i'm paid to wear high heels.i know how tall i am & i know what a 6ft man looks like when standing next to me.if you are 6ft,then you will be more than 1 inch taller than me when we meet.


some people age quicker than others & most people do not take care of themselves,i get it but when your profile is full of pix from the 1990s we can tell you are not still 30....or even the aformentioned "lobsteresque" who claim to be 30 but look 60.


i know you think lying will get you that 18 year old blonde, virgin, nympho that television promises you deserve but any woman with common sense will run fast & far from you.if you lie about something so unimportant as that, what ELSE are you lying about? wouldnt you want someone who loves you for you & not a fantasy you cannot live up to?


if you want to be younger,SHAVE(for the love of god), moisterize your mug daily,wear sunscreen,get a stylist, & get into shape


if you want to be taller,wear better/tailored clothes, & lose weight


the end




i'm sure a lot of comments from whiny men will be "but but but women lie about their weight all the time!!!!".i'm sure they do,but save those nuggets of wisdom for your OWN blog.

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black is not beautiful 466 Views 09/07/14

another article that reminds me why i have been single for so many years(because we all know it's not from lack of trying).



this is the best part "Of course, when you ask anybody directly, even if it's just a computer asking the question, people are like, 'Oh yeah, interracial marriage is great. I don't care what race my match is,' you know all of that stuff you'd expect a kind of decent, forward-thinking person to say. But when you actually are observing passively what they're doing when they don't think you're keeping track, you see a totally different story."


eh,tell me something i dont know :-(


i love it when men are all "i dont find black women attractive because they are fat" & then i look in the mirror & see a size 4 staring back




"i dont date black women because they dont like the same music/hobbies as me" while i am the only poc at a heavy metal concert or movie premiere.


it's like with everything(love,career,life),i am climbing an uphill battle & it's EXHAUSTING.



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broke man vs the golddiggers 431 Views 08/14/14



" Brokey McNocash: I'm not verified because I wanted the girls looking for sugar daddies to stay away from me.


moi: lol.yet you are on a website called "millionaire match". do you not realize how hypocritical that sounds? it's like signing up for a bbw website,then being mad because all the girls are fat


Brokey McNocash:This is a dating site and not a prostitution site.  Girls that are looking for money should consider sugardaddy sites.  There are plenty of them around.


moi: you are not understanding at all what I am saying. no one is even talking about prostitution. there are a million different dating websites that you can choose that have nothing to do with money. you chose THIS one because you want to have an upper hand over other men & you think women want a man with money. then you complain that women only want money. do you not see how stupid that sounds? is this all going over your head?"



i have noticed that it's always the men who have the least amount of money are the biggest complainers of golddiggers.i wonder why?


it amazes me how stupid people really are



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girls gone wild 230 Views 06/17/14

i was reading an interview with joe francis from "girls gone wild" a couple of years ago. someone asked him why there were no black women in his porn.he said "black women want to get paid & white girls will do it for a free t-shirt or plastic necklace". at the time i laughed & thought "yep, that sounds about right".


it's sad because now i'm sure you dont even have to offer a t-shirt.everything is a race towards the bottom, lowest common denominator. no shame, no responsibility, no thinking of the future at all.i feel sorry for children these days, sexualized at a young age, taught that only what is between their legs matters. "idiocracy" was fun & witty but this life is just pathetic.

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mentally ill millionaires 472 Views 06/14/14

i see it time & time again.men who were born poor & unattractive, get millions,then hate the beautiful women they date. it's all so sad & pathetic. you do realize that women can tell when you hate them, right? ranting & raving all the time about nothing, picking fights only with women(that says a lot in my mind).



why not take some of those millions & invest in a therapist instead of a dating website membership? believe me when i say it will be better in the long run plus easier for you to end your painful loneliness once you are well. we were not the ones who broke your heart 30 years ago.it's now time to get over it.



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what i am not 240 Views 05/27/14


today was slightly rough & i am glad it's over but i learned a little more about myself.a short list of things that i am not:





a martyr(sorry guys!)

the kind who smiles for no reason

more comfortable in jeans

low maintenance

laid back(i'm chill but never "laid back" lol)

down to earth


wanting to have your babies(brad pitt please ignore that)





into sports(please stop asking.i wonder if it's a stereotype about black women or that SO many men are iso someone to watch sports with)






 so what are you not?

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interracial dating 416 Views 04/23/13

i sent a wink to a man & got no reply.a long time later, he sends me a note asking why i prefer to date white men(he says he never saw the wink).i tell him i am not offended then ask him why does he care.he tries to back out of the conversation.

i tell him some men prefer only blondes,some only date women half their age,& most click off every race but black as acceptable to date.that is their preference, like dating white men is mine.i do not ask them why & i am sure he does not either.

i guess he was looking for some "tyrone beat me,leroy abandoned our baby, i am a self hating negress" type tale instead of an intelligent conversation.i said that it was strange how people could ask something online they would never say face to face.i waited for a real apology,then i blocked him.



around that time, someone added me to their favorites list, if that was you,i apologize for being rash.it was just a bit entitled & rude & i need a man with manners.i have no interest in "training" a full grown man as to how to act in polite society.

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stick up my.... 319 Views 05/11/14




5 minutes pass



him:oh nevermind,i read your profile. you have a stick up your @ss

me:how is that?

him:you love yourself too much


oh men,you never fail to disappoint me.when did high self esteem get to be such a bad thing? why would i not want what is best for me & why should i settle for anything less? the longer i stay dating,the less i want to.



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for all white men over 40 280 Views 12/27/13


for the love of god

use sunscreen on your face. moisterize.take care of your skin. it will make you look 10 years younger! i see SOOOOOOO many white men with bright red sunburned faces. come on,now. work with me. this can be easily prevented.


thank you


the d

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ladies beware of this scammer 583 Views 11/25/13

there is a verified millionaire on here who likes to steal pix of various male models & tom brady for his profile.i have complained to mm support at least 10 times about him. his pix are verified & (i'm sure)his millionaire status is fake verified as well. there are plenty of men here with fake verifications so stay safe & use caution.

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baggage 161 Views 10/30/13

just a little something for those less mature to think about


"You are not going to find someone w/o baggage. The goal is to find someone who's aware of it, engaged & accountable." Jewel

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broadway joe 69 Views 10/02/13

today was pretty spectacular.i ended up going to an audition & meeting joe namath there. of course, i was the only young woman there who even knew who he was.he seemed a bit disappointed about that.


i have zero interest in sports but how could you not know namath?i've met a LOT of nba/nfl players.i may not know the faces but i always recognise the names.


men always assume i have a favorite team(because i'm black?is that what colored females do these days?idk).


tomorrow i will be filming a new movie so i should be trying to sleep now but the 2 sleeping pills i took are not working(hence why i am sharing my personal business with you now).


good night

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myers briggs 119 Views 09/07/13

i took 3 different myers briggs personality tests & got 3 different answers. :-(


what's your score?


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Affirmative Action Helps White Women More Than Others 87 Views 06/19/13

just like that myth that only black people are on welfare......




anyways,i'll just leave this here for those who want to learn something




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another example of how black women are useless in hollywood 250 Views 06/11/13

i go to a music video audition. the band is 1 african guy & 1 white guy.the director is impressed,says that i am perfect for the role.i leave happy.





i get a call later saying that the record company picked another woman, though the director wanted me.they said i could have a smaller role for 1/3 of the pay.i am upset but i say yes,i want to see what kind of blonde white woman got the role(because that's how the world is).





i show up on set, ready.there are 4 white women with leading roles & 1 ethnic woman(black/white mixed, looked like a very pale,jewish mariah carey).these are the girlfriends.they pick out a blonde, white woman to be the girlfriend of the african man.none of these women are especially beautiful,no 10s,barely 7s.i am not impressed.





the director asks the blonde to kiss the african on the cheek & she looks like he asked her to eat feces.the african comes closer to kiss her on the cheek & she moves her head away & frowns.



i am the only black woman on set(they hide jewish mariah & i in the corner so blondie can shine). eh.i have paid my dues & never again will i subject myself to such nonsense.


now i dont have a tv but i will ask you this: how many times have you seen the opposite ie a white man wiith a black girlfriend music video?dont say robin thicke. i have never seen such a thing,yet every black man has a white or latin woman on his arm.interracial dating is fine as long as there are no black women. :-(


i am tired, so my rant is over for now.just something to think about.

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what is wrong with people? 123 Views 06/05/13

so i'm looking at profiles & i see one of a man.the picture was obviously taken in the 1970s(sepia tone, unironic polyester,sideburns,etc).it's a young man with long hair in the picture & the profile age says 51. this is the only picture on the profile with no explaination as to why. in the about me section, he goes on & on about how he loves sex.


so nobody took your picture between 1975 & 2013?


i can only imagine the kind of moron who would fall for that.


i say "good luck to you, sir".i'm sure he'll have women fighting over him.

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how long have you been on millionairematch? 127 Views 05/26/13

a little poll of members actually iso love not one night stands.


how long have you been searching on mm?

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the #1 threat to women 200 Views 04/17/13

a little something to think about:

"Halfway through the new special,Louis C.K. starts talking about how dating is an act of bravery for all involved. “The male courage, traditionally speaking, is that he decided to ask” a woman out. (Note the careful caveat, “traditionally speaking.”) And if the woman says yes, “that’s her courage.” That kind of courage, he says, is beyond his imagining. “How do women still go out with guys, when you consider that there is no greater threat to women than men?We're the number one threat to women! Globally and historically, we’re the number one cause of injury and mayhem to women.” A moment later he adds, speaking for all men, “You know what our number one threat is? Heart disease.”"

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stupid question of the day 170 Views 03/18/13

i am walking past a young woman & her baby.

woman: is your hair purple?


woman: did you dye it?

me: no, it's naturally purple


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have sex with ugly people day 88 Views 02/26/13

lance manion is trying to make april 2 the "have sex with ugly people day" holiday.lol. i thought that was most days.lol


"Well I'm not talking about marginal people. Everyone has seen someone that's really, over-the-top, ugly. It started with a meme I saw on Facebook, there was this girl, who, traditionally-speaking, had everything going wrong. Messed up teeth, big nose, hair that looked like she stuck a fork in a socket. But she was laughing and happy, and I guess the duality of that made an impact on me. For the holiday, I'm talking about seeking out people who are really ugly." Lance Manion

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