We all seek something, many of us havent a clue what it is but those who do seem to be the saddest.
I was married to the perfect woman ,lover, wife then she became ill suddenly & died. It took 8 short to lose her but even then she made plans to make sure I was not left all alone to handle the shock of losing her.
She told our daughter to make sure i did not greive more than 6 months & to make sure I got out to meet people & see old friends. I had no idea what she was thinking but when I found out I cried for an entire week. (will finish later)