So, since nobody really knows me here, since there is no picture here, since I feel the impunity and freedom that anonymity represents, I decided to send a message in a bottle (or write a blog post as is customary nowadays).
My message is one of hope, and despair. Of sadness and joy. Of darkness and optimism.
May you read my note, and feel that somehow you can sympathize with me. This restlessness feeling. This constant feeling of being unsatisfied . This longing for belonging. No matter how successful, how many valuables you possess, at the end of the day, is being able to share with that special person what counts.
Oh that hated mediocrity. The complexity of my soul ties me to dreams. To beauty. To the unspoken words. To the endless eyes, that speak without words. There is nothing worse than feeling lonely when you are with people. I am tired of losing battles on my own. I am tired of wining them too.
Because I might very likely be my worst enemy.
Or maybe I am just the last true believer.
Beauty. That thing that moves your soul.
And one can find it in the most unexpected places. If only we could hold beauty and never let go.
Like Eternity. Because, after all, Eternity is that instant you wish lasted forever.
I believe in beauty. And I believe in eternity. I believe they move my soul, and bring tears to my eyes. I am hopeful someday I will be able to share those moments with a soul that understands my complexity.
I will continue to move in my restlessness, like the waves. I will continue creating you in my dreams.
So, since nobody really knows me here, since there is no picture here, since I feel the impunity and freedom that anonymity represents, I decided to send a message in a bottle (or write a blog post as is customary nowadays).
My message is one of hope, and despair. Of sadness and joy. Of darkness and optimism.
May you read my note, and feel that somehow you can sympathize with me. This restlessness feeling. This constant feeling of being unsatisfied . This longing for belonging. No matter how successful, how many valuables you possess, at the end of the day, is being able to share with that special person what counts.
Oh that hated mediocrity. The complexity of my soul ties me to dreams. To beauty. To the unspoken words. To the endless eyes, that speak without words. There is nothing worse than feeling lonely when you are with people. I am tired of losing battles on my own. I am tired of wining them too.
Because I might very likely be my worst enemy.
Or maybe I am just the last true believer.
Beauty. That thing that moves your soul.
And one can find it in the most unexpected places. If only we could hold beauty and never let go.
Like Eternity. Because, after all, Eternity is that instant you wish lasted forever.
I believe in beauty. And I believe in eternity. I believe they move my soul, and bring tears to my eyes. I am hopeful someday I will be able to share those moments with a soul that understands my complexity.
I will continue to move in my restlessness, like the waves. I will continue creating you in my dreams.
Because sometimes my eyes can't contain all that happiness, and it escapes my soul in the form of tears. And yes, it is because Cala Turqueta.
Quoting CuriousnCute:
V, I'm thinking you are closer to what she is looking for than the men who have made her so ambivalent. I would sprinkle in a little "attitude adjustment" just to be "open" to the Romance. He is as good as any since she is looking for "Romance"& like he says he is looking for Romance too. Then there is the "TYK" thing. Not sure what that is?? lol No one is perfect. You are very wise. LC, Like what you say. What do you think......she seems to be saying that no one is striking a chord with this woman's idea of Romance? Try something new. Get back on the horse or at least give him a carrot. Turqueta - Why the profile name Turqueta? Perhaps, Cala Turqueta ? What a stunningly beautiful place! It is somewhat curious you cry when you see beauty....do you know why you do? Is there a reason? I mean, I want to get into it and soak it up smiling and laughing and sharing it with everyone! Beauty alone is a reason for living. I want to loll around thinking of new ideas to refresh my mind and body. It is exhilarating for me. Just curious..... Respectfully. ~CnC
Quoting CuriousnCute:
V, I'm thinking you are closer to what she is looking for than the men who have made her so ambivalent. I would sprinkle in a little "attitude adjustment" just to be "open" to the Romance. He is as good as any since she is looking for "Romance"& like he says he is looking for Romance too. Then there is the "TYK" thing. Not sure what that is?? lol No one is perfect. You are very wise. LC, Like what you say. What do you think......she seems to be saying that no one is striking a chord with this woman's idea of Romance? Try something new. Get back on the horse or at least give him a carrot. Turqueta - Why the profile name Turqueta? Perhaps, Cala Turqueta ? What a stunningly beautiful place! It is somewhat curious you cry when you see beauty....do you know why you do? Is there a reason? I mean, I want to get into it and soak it up smiling and laughing and sharing it with everyone! Beauty alone is a reason for living. I want to loll around thinking of new ideas to refresh my mind and body. It is exhilarating for me. Just curious..... Respectfully. ~CnC
Because sometimes my eyes can't contain all that happiness, and it escapes my soul in the form of tears. And yes, it is because Cala Turqueta.
V, I'm thinking you are closer to what she is looking for than the men who have made her so ambivalent. I would sprinkle in a little "attitude adjustment" just to be "open" to the Romance. He is as good as any since she is looking for "Romance"& like he says he is looking for Romance too. Then there is the "TYK" thing. Not sure what that is?? lol No one is perfect. You are very wise. LC, Like what you say. What do you think......she seems to be saying that no one is striking a chord with this woman's idea of Romance? Try something new. Get back on the horse or at least give him a carrot. Turqueta - Why the profile name Turqueta? Perhaps, Cala Turqueta ? What a stunningly beautiful place! It is somewhat curious you cry when you see beauty....do you know why you do? Is there a reason? I mean, I want to get into it and soak it up smiling and laughing and sharing it with everyone! Beauty alone is a reason for living. I want to loll around thinking of new ideas to refresh my mind and body. It is exhilarating for me. Just curious..... Respectfully. ~CnC
Quoting laughing_cloud:
Ladies will kill me, but ... I agree.
Quoting laughing_cloud:
Ladies will kill me, but ... I agree.
V, I'm thinking you are closer to what she is looking for than the men who have made her so ambivalent. I would sprinkle in a little "attitude adjustment" just to be "open" to the Romance. He is as good as any since she is looking for "Romance"& like he says he is looking for Romance too. Then there is the "TYK" thing. Not sure what that is?? lol No one is perfect. You are very wise. LC, Like what you say. What do you think......she seems to be saying that no one is striking a chord with this woman's idea of Romance? Try something new. Get back on the horse or at least give him a carrot. Turqueta - Why the profile name Turqueta? Perhaps, Cala Turqueta ? What a stunningly beautiful place! It is somewhat curious you cry when you see beauty....do you know why you do? Is there a reason? I mean, I want to get into it and soak it up smiling and laughing and sharing it with everyone! Beauty alone is a reason for living. I want to loll around thinking of new ideas to refresh my mind and body. It is exhilarating for me. Just curious..... Respectfully. ~CnC
So, since nobody really knows me here, since there is no picture here, since I feel the impunity and freedom that anonymity represents, I decided to send a message in a bottle (or write a blog post as is customary nowadays).
My message is one of hope, and despair. Of sadness and joy. Of darkness and optimism.
May you read my note, and feel that somehow you can sympathize with me. This restlessness feeling. This constant feeling of being unsatisfied . This longing for belonging. No matter how successful, how many valuables you possess, at the end of the day, is being able to share with that special person what counts.
Oh that hated mediocrity. The complexity of my soul ties me to dreams. To beauty. To the unspoken words. To the endless eyes, that speak without words. There is nothing worse than feeling lonely when you are with people. I am tired of losing battles on my own. I am tired of wining them too.
Because I might very likely be my worst enemy.
Or maybe I am just the last true believer.
Beauty. That thing that moves your soul.
And one can find it in the most unexpected places. If only we could hold beauty and never let go.
Like Eternity. Because, after all, Eternity is that instant you wish lasted forever.
I believe in beauty. And I believe in eternity. I believe they move my soul, and bring tears to my eyes. I am hopeful someday I will be able to share those moments with a soul that understands my complexity.
I will continue to move in my restlessness, like the waves. I will continue creating you in my dreams.
Sweetie, time to take a deep breath--sober up if that's needed--and take stock of reality. You are probably not your own worst enemy--you don't sound like the type at all. You just sound like you are in the pits at the moment.
And, no doubt, in the moment is the operative phrase. 'Cause you sound all over the place...no landing gear in sight.
By now, I bet you've narrowed things down a bit. So let me quote one line of yours: "
"Beauty. That thing that moves your soul."
You're talking about "thee" great LOVE, no?
No such thing, friend. Just the love that works for you. When you ain't got it, it feels like the most spiritual, the most mystical thing on heaven and earth is avoiding you. When you "got" it--it feels more or less normal after the first 6 months.
So...give it a shot on here....but keep on giving it a shot in the real world for sure, because that's where you're more likely to find it. And believe me: when it happens, it aint' gonna feel like all that much magic. It's gonna feel magical--but it's gonna feel like magic grounded in reality.
If it feels otherwise, it's fooling you for sure.
Love, true love, is always made up of two people. Two flawed, half-way at least neurotic people with their individual problems and needs that are always going to get in the way of PERFECTION. If you and another can occasionally find, maybe one or two days out of any given month, a coming together that feels like something close to perfection, then you are doing better than most.
I hope you find that much, my friend. I hope you do.
Quoting Turqueta:
So, since nobody really knows me here, since there is no picture here, since I feel the impunity and freedom that anonymity represents, I decided to send a message in a bottle (or write a blog post as is customary nowadays).
My message is one of hope, and despair. Of sadness and joy. Of darkness and optimism.
May you read my note, and feel that somehow you can sympathize with me. This restlessness feeling. This constant feeling of being unsatisfied . This longing for belonging. No matter how successful, how many valuables you possess, at the end of the day, is being able to share with that special person what counts.
Oh that hated mediocrity. The complexity of my soul ties me to dreams. To beauty. To the unspoken words. To the endless eyes, that speak without words. There is nothing worse than feeling lonely when you are with people. I am tired of losing battles on my own. I am tired of wining them too.
Because I might very likely be my worst enemy.
Or maybe I am just the last true believer.
Beauty. That thing that moves your soul.
And one can find it in the most unexpected places. If only we could hold beauty and never let go.
Like Eternity. Because, after all, Eternity is that instant you wish lasted forever.
I believe in beauty. And I believe in eternity. I believe they move my soul, and bring tears to my eyes. I am hopeful someday I will be able to share those moments with a soul that understands my complexity.
I will continue to move in my restlessness, like the waves. I will continue creating you in my dreams.
Sweetie, time to take a deep breath--sober up if that's needed--and take stock of reality. You are probably not your own worst enemy--you don't sound like the type at all. You just sound like you are in the pits at the moment.
And, no doubt, in the moment is the operative phrase. 'Cause you sound all over the place...no landing gear in sight.
By now, I bet you've narrowed things down a bit. So let me quote one line of yours: "
"Beauty. That thing that moves your soul."
You're talking about "thee" great LOVE, no?
No such thing, friend. Just the love that works for you. When you ain't got it, it feels like the most spiritual, the most mystical thing on heaven and earth is avoiding you. When you "got" it--it feels more or less normal after the first 6 months.
So...give it a shot on here....but keep on giving it a shot in the real world for sure, because that's where you're more likely to find it. And believe me: when it happens, it aint' gonna feel like all that much magic. It's gonna feel magical--but it's gonna feel like magic grounded in reality.
If it feels otherwise, it's fooling you for sure.
Love, true love, is always made up of two people. Two flawed, half-way at least neurotic people with their individual problems and needs that are always going to get in the way of PERFECTION. If you and another can occasionally find, maybe one or two days out of any given month, a coming together that feels like something close to perfection, then you are doing better than most.
I hope you find that much, my friend. I hope you do.
I don't know how to respond to her, but I do know your response was pretty calous, you old Demon Beelzebub.
Oh, heck. Crack open that bottle of wine. Let's forget this high-falutin' stuff and just go loll out under that 100 year old maple tree out there, ignore the ticks dropping on us from the leaves, and have a dang bloody party. I'll bring the corkscrew, you bring the pizza--'cause I sure ain't bothering to cook tonight.
Quoting Voyager54:
~Turq~...The guy you're looking for is named Romantyk...if that fails, contact Italian Tiger....perfect!
Quoting Voyager54:
~Turq~...The guy you're looking for is named Romantyk...if that fails, contact Italian Tiger....perfect!
Smack upside the head, V.
I don't know how to respond to her, but I do know your response was pretty calous, you old Demon Beelzebub.
Oh, heck. Crack open that bottle of wine. Let's forget this high-falutin' stuff and just go loll out under that 100 year old maple tree out there, ignore the ticks dropping on us from the leaves, and have a dang bloody party. I'll bring the corkscrew, you bring the pizza--'cause I sure ain't bothering to cook tonight.
Your plight sounds like a spiritual one. No thing, or person can 'fill' the empiness you speak of. Although many here/everywhere believe it will, the truth is if your not satisfied 'being' with yourself and in yourself...you will search until the end of your days to no avail. Be at peace with yourself~ Tao. Blessing ;-)
Your plight sounds like a spiritual one. No thing, or person can 'fill' the empiness you speak of. Although many here/everywhere believe it will, the truth is if your not satisfied 'being' with yourself and in yourself...you will search until the end of your days to no avail. Be at peace with yourself~ Tao. Blessing ;-)
Beautiful thoughts, the thoughts of a dreamer. I hope you never break your wings. I wish you all the best but I have a teeny tiny annoying piece of advice : You are looking in the wrong place and perhaps in the wrong season ...
I hope my words do not offend you.
Turqueta
Beautiful thoughts, the thoughts of a dreamer. I hope you never break your wings.
I wish you all the best but I have a teeny tiny annoying piece of advice : You are looking in the wrong place and perhaps in the wrong season ...
I hope my words do not offend you.
I have a dog. I run my own finishing school and I take prisoners
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