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Posted on Fri, May 17, 2013 14:23

I've got so many friends

But I'm my only friend

Don't look for me

Oh why worry about me

I've got all I need, me

Do you think I'm prideful?

I've got so many friends

I don't care how many

I'm my only friend

I'll be there for you

I can even help you

But don't worry for me

I don't wanna count on men

I'm my only friend

I love the lonely road

I've got my bible in my hand

If I ever feel alone

I'll talk to my friend

Yes, I'll talk to me

I'm my only friend...


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Posted on Sat, May 25, 2013 18:36

Hahahahahahahaahhahahahahahhaahhahah I'm dead of laughter! I was so concentrated reading your wonderful quick back to me until I reached the end of your text! I found myself rolling on the floor! I'm beginning to get attached to you dear ( big sis ) If i can call you that? And oooh I was suppose to write a good thoughtful message back but right now I can't hehehe I lost all focus and no I have nothing with blondes...the society does! Don't blame me! ha!

XOXO



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Posted on Fri, May 24, 2013 22:46

Quoting brigitte1092:

Wow I am overall...,.overwhelmed by your words, once again!! How do you even do it? (Laugh). It's amazing how with simple few words, one can define the type of person you are and can even tell your character with a shocking exactitude!

Have you ever thought of being a poem psychologist? haha! Because you red me through a few lines and yet, we are complete strangers who only share the same passion for writing.

While I was reading your post I felt like I was in front of a mirror reflecting me, especially when I saw the phrase " I'm a runner ".......well I am too and I'm not so proud of it.

I've hurt so many people! The thing is, I don't really know if it's wrong but I try to be what everyone want me to be around them..and from one person to the other (Brigitte) is what I choose to be and sometimes its not me. And at the end of course I feel like nobody really knows me for me, and then I don't get attached.

It's somewhat very complicated. But yes I'm a RUNNER.... I might write something about it very soon.

And what can i say...more than thank you!!! From the bottom of my heart, it feels good to know that someone can relate to you and understand where you are.

Love and hugs!

ps: If you find grammatical errors in the writing, just close your eyes on them (laugh). I'm a french speaker and I'm trying as hard as I can to well express myself in english.



Awww.. Pretty Princess, 

 

Allow this older broad to "learn ya somethin" Heehee~~

 

While it is true, I am lengthy in my verbiage... (OOPS!) 

 

I am additionally as good a "listener..." 

 

I "HEARD YOUR HEART BABY DOLL!! ..." 

 

All one must do -- is shut up long enough to LISTEN... 

 

I read you poem, then scoped your profile, then read your poem again... (and pondered over whether I should pen my "Mommy Minded Mouth! LOL)  <--- My daughter is your age .. :) 

 

ALL I needed to do was read,  in order to hear..  I review everyones profiles before I respond initially..

 

One must understand people in order to enjoy them!!  ;))))))

 

You will review blogs where people speak AT other people.  

 

NOT my stye... I am far more complex and hold MYSELF ANDDDD OTHERS, far more intelligent than to talk AT people.. 

 

 

I see you fairly clearly.. In fact, it is a gift I have..

Made me an OUTSTANDING advertiser years ago... :)

 

I want you to "grow," but, at a much faster pace than I did honey...

 

I failed so many times... and created MUCH destruction in the wake of my running engines!!

 

I held much needless heartaches, and had someone ever seen "me?"....

 

Much pain would have been avoided...  

 

Brigitte--- If there is ONE THING I KNOW--

 

Being a RUNNER is filled with HEARTACHE.... 

 

RUNNERS are NOT strong.. They are COWARDS.... 

 

Thus, my wish for you is to continue growth and press forward THROUGH the pain... 

 

I SAW "THIS" in your poem here... SOOO... Yes mam... I "related!" 

 

Brigitte, 

 

Does the word "chameleon" hold meaning for you? 

 

We "vamp" into whatever "being" we need be, necessary for SURVIVAL..... 

 

I sense you this way... in relationship to everyone... 

 

We are simple, yet complex... 

 

Do you find the "L" word difficult to convey? You KNOW at the moment you reveal it, LIFE CHANGES.... and usually heartache will follow, so best off to NOT say it and RUN AWAY?  

Perhaps your own feeling of "abandonment" have been held in your heart for some time? 

 

My guess? You may have said it previously, but due to pain, now find it difficult... 

 

Yet you yearn for "expression" you cannot release? Is this true as well? 

 

Just my guess.. Haven't read enough from you to know.. 

 

But more than anything I DO KNOW---

 

The MORE you write, the MORE I will READ... And when I READ--- I "LISTEN"

 

"Hearing is with the ears, "listening" is with the heart"...

 

I look BEYOND what others "write." 

 

I look to what MADE you "pen" what you "penned." 

 

The BEST thing YOU can realise at an early age baby doll? 

 

When we "hurt so many people?" 

 

WE REALLY "HURT" ...

 

OURSELVES.... 

 

And PS. You are doing fine w/ writing English! You are French? 

And PSS.. What's with the BLONDE joke? We older broads gotta have something to cover up the grey highlights! Bwahahahaha!! :) 


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Posted on Wed, May 22, 2013 09:04

Wow I am overall...,.overwhelmed by your words, once again!! How do you even do it? (Laugh). It's amazing how with simple few words, one can define the type of person you are and can even tell your character with a shocking exactitude!

Have you ever thought of being a poem psychologist? haha! Because you red me through a few lines and yet, we are complete strangers who only share the same passion for writing.

While I was reading your post I felt like I was in front of a mirror reflecting me, especially when I saw the phrase " I'm a runner ".......well I am too and I'm not so proud of it.

I've hurt so many people! The thing is, I don't really know if it's wrong but I try to be what everyone want me to be around them..and from one person to the other (Brigitte) is what I choose to be and sometimes its not me. And at the end of course I feel like nobody really knows me for me, and then I don't get attached.

It's somewhat very complicated. But yes I'm a RUNNER.... I might write something about it very soon.

And what can i say...more than thank you!!! From the bottom of my heart, it feels good to know that someone can relate to you and understand where you are.

Love and hugs!

ps: If you find grammatical errors in the writing, just close your eyes on them (laugh). I'm a french speaker and I'm trying as hard as I can to well express myself in english.



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Posted on Tue, May 21, 2013 17:18

Quoting brigitte1092:

Thank you so much for taking your time to analyze and give a well thought message on this poem. I must say , I couldn't have giving a better comment than you did.

Sometimes we are so disappointed by friends and loved ones that we tend to forget the reality, which is that we always need somebody around no matter how selfish we are. This poem has a broken heart background and it was written when my heart was still heavily feeling the hurt of a moment. I do have a different view of how life should be of course and I surely will not take your advices for granted. They are really helpful to me.You obviously have had more experiences than I did in life and your words really touched me deeply.

Thanx once again for the time spent here, I'm much appreciative of it!

Best regards!



Ahhhh-- Our beautiful, new, young blogger... 

 

YOU ARE QUITE WELCOME!!

 

Your words Brigitte, were articulated well.. However, it pained me to view someone as I have so often viewed myself. 

It is a broken road our broken hearts travel on... 

 

I am very glad to hear this was a "past" road you ventured, but will caution you.. If you find yourself as "one of us" who shuts the world out when pained,,,, try to combat this habit early on.. 

 

I read much of how I have felt in my lifetime, in jut a few short words you penned. 

 

I do not know your history obviously, but I do know from many years and hours of "sitting on the couch" paying big bucks to "understand" why I do the things I do... 

 

For me, there are "attachment issues." These "issues" ensued from a not so wonderful childhood and the emotional inability to "root" myself to others. I am like the woman who lives in an invisible house; you can see almost all--- I am fairly transparent! BUT,,,,,  when you reach my home, you can't break through the glass you couldn't see that surrounds me! 

 

My inability to "connect" HAS created mounds of heartache for me and people who love me. I have shown in 46 years to be a "runner." If your nature is akin to mine where you "shut people out," I hope you learn at a much earlier age than I did that PEOPLE ARE IMPORTANT... Especially honey, THE ONES WE LOVE THE MOST WHO CAN AND WILL HURT US!!

 

I hope to see more of your work.. and I hope you keep up the writing! IT IS A GIFT, not only to others, but to ourselves...

 

Writing is a healer in many ways. My therapist made me write my mother many, many years ago. She said, "The exercise is NOT that you have to mail it or that she ever has to see it. The exercise is part of processing the pain." 

 

Great songwriters do this all the time. They absorb their pain, write it out, and then, we have huge best hits! 

 

Keep processsing, and please share when you feel comfortable with sharing! 

 

Sometimes Brigitte, when I find myself shutting down in the real world.. I just head to an online social network,,,, where I can come and go as I please, but not be bothered by the real world outside... 

 

Many blessings to you baby doll! Hope to hear more from you soon! :) 



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Posted on Mon, May 20, 2013 08:42

Thank you so much for taking your time to analyze and give a well thought message on this poem. I must say , I couldn't have giving a better comment than you did.

Sometimes we are so disappointed by friends and loved ones that we tend to forget the reality, which is that we always need somebody around no matter how selfish we are. This poem has a broken heart background and it was written when my heart was still heavily feeling the hurt of a moment. I do have a different view of how life should be of course and I surely will not take your advices for granted. They are really helpful to me.You obviously have had more experiences than I did in life and your words really touched me deeply.

Thanx once again for the time spent here, I'm much appreciative of it!

Best regards!



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Posted on Mon, May 20, 2013 08:29

haha I only try my best but I'm glad you enjoyed the reading!



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Posted on Sat, May 18, 2013 19:08

Oh thanx I appreciate it! I wish I had the voice though haha



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Posted on Sat, May 18, 2013 17:54

That would make a great song!



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Posted on Sat, May 18, 2013 10:01

WELCOME to the blogs BRIGITTE... 

 

While it's true, we must love ourselves, and we are the only person we are assured to be with always; we also must "open up" to allow others space to become an intricate part of our life. THAT'S HOW WE GROW----- through the good, the bad, and yes, even the ugly...

 

If you only allow yourself to "give to others" by being THEIR friend and not allow them to reciprocate, they will feel cheated by you. I had a girlfriend tell me years back, "I had no idea what you were going through. I felt betrayed by you for not trusting me, as I had trusted you." 

 

One mustn't be so "tough minded" to show strength. In fact, it is quite the opposite.... It is the ones who "allow others in" who are the strongest, B/C those individuals are strong enough to take risks despite the pain others may eventually inflict.  

 

Your profile states you thought you would be a wife and mother when you were "younger." 

 

You are STILL younger at only 20. Scientist find our brains are not even fully developed until around 21... So to be 20 and married w/ children, is far too young for such lifetime responsibilities. 

 

Enjoy your journey, as tomorrow is never promised. And continue the "growth" quest you are on. We are forever evolving. My guess? When you hit 30 you will look back and say, "Wow did I have a long way to come in this journey. How did I ever think that way?" 

 

Then, the same will happen at 40 and 50.... And if it doesn't? That means one hasn't grown...

 

WELCOME again to the blogs! It is always refreshing to have others join us here. And thanks for the reminder... I could use a friend today. Perhaps I need to make a phone call.... 



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