So, since nobody really knows me here, since there is no picture here, since I feel the impunity and freedom that anonymity represents, I decided to send a message in a bottle (or write a blog post as is customary nowadays).

My message is one of hope, and despair. Of sadness and joy. Of darkness and optimism.

May you read my note, and feel that somehow you can sympathize with me. This restlessness feeling. This constant feeling of being unsatisfied . This longing for belonging. No matter how successful, how many valuables you possess, at the end of the day, is being able to share with that special person what counts. 

Oh that hated mediocrity. The complexity of my soul ties me to dreams. To beauty. To the unspoken words. To the endless eyes, that speak without words. There is nothing worse than feeling lonely when you are with people. I am tired of losing battles on my own. I am tired of wining them too.

Because I might very likely be my worst enemy. 

Or maybe I am just the last true believer.

Beauty. That thing that moves your soul.

And one can find it in the most unexpected places. If only we could hold beauty and never let go.

Like Eternity. Because, after all, Eternity is that instant you wish lasted forever.

I believe in beauty. And I believe in eternity. I believe they move my soul, and bring tears to my eyes. I am hopeful someday I will be able to share those moments with a soul that understands my complexity.

I will continue to move in my restlessness, like the waves. I will continue creating you in my dreams.