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What Life is about Posted on Jun 02, 2011 at 07:09 AM
To really love a woman To understand her - you gotta know it deep inside Hear every thought - see every dream N' give her wings - when she wants to fly Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms Ya know ya really love a woman When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman? To really love a woman Let her hold you - til ya know how she needs to be touched You've gotta breathe her - really taste her Til you can feel her in your blood N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes Ya know ya really love a woman When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that you'll always be together So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman? You got to give her some faith - hold her tight A little tenderness - gotta treat her right She will be there for you, takin' good care of you Ya really gotta love your woman... Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms Ya know ya really love a woman When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman? Just tell me have you ever really, really, really, ever loved a woman? You got to tell me Just tell me have you ever really, really, really, ever loved a woman?
The Confusion within us all Posted on Jun 02, 2011 at 07:09 AM
Baby, baby, baby What's it gonna be Baby, baby, baby Is it him or is it me? Don't make me waste my time Don't make me lose my mind baby Baby, baby, baby Can't u stay with me tonight Oh baby, baby, baby Don't my kisses please u right U were so hard 2 find The beautiful ones, they hurt u everytime Paint a perfect picture Bring 2 life a vision in one's mind The beautiful ones Always smash the picture Always everytime If I told u baby That I was in love with u Oh baby, baby, baby If we got married Would that be cool? U make me so confused The beautiful ones U always seem 2 lose Baby, baby, Baby, baby, Baby, baby, Baby, What's it gonna be baby? Do u want him? Or do u want me? Cause I want u Said I want u Tell me, babe Do u want me? I gotta know, I gotta know Do u want me? Baby, baby, baby Listen 2 me I may not know where I'm going (babe) I said I may not know what I need One thing, one thing's 4 certain baby I know what I want, yeah and if it please u baby please u, baby I'm begging down on my knees I want u Yes I do Baby, baby, baby, baby I want you Yes I do
God wants you to know Posted on Jun 02, 2011 at 07:08 AM
... that you can fool others, sometimes even yourself, but God always knows your truth. Uncomfortable, painful, even scary at times, truth is always better than lies. Remember, God always knows. Remember, there will be a time when everyone and everything will be gone-and all that is left shall be you....and God. In that moment you shall have to present accountability for all your Works in this Life. Every one of your lies and deceits and treacheries are recorded -as you will have to answer for those actions as well. You may feel relief that you are able to get away with so much within this world of His Children, but in that moment you shall be gazing upon God -The one God that sees Everything -The one God that knows Everything. Do you really think your Works forgive you of your Sins? Do you really want to take a chance that God shall allow you into Heaven -because you expect God to forgive you of your Sins? It is never too late to Atone and ask for Forgiveness, God is always available to offer you assistance-in preparation for that moment you must answer to God.
An update long overdue Posted on Jun 02, 2011 at 07:07 AM
As much as I express here, you will find me 'giving you a nudge' in order to get your attention first. This means you have my attention and I'd spend a lifetime receiving yours. You are tired of always giving and not receiving in return. My God has a purpose for me-to serve his children, without expectations nor for anything in return. Any reward I might receive will be bountiful, plentiful and without measure once I pass on. If you are unsure of who you are, what you represent, what you want or anything else that would involve me-move along, because I no longer have the patience or desire to help you fulfill an aspect of your life that does not include me. In this life we have needs and wants: I want a new laptop I want to get a haircut -wants are generally related to things and are not necessary for an enriching life. I need a partner I need a friend I need to miss someone I need to share and express all that is me-with you -needs generally relate to an individual and without fulfilling needs results in a lower quality of life...lower than even God wishes you could obtain.
Lewiston, Idaho-Time to be a Trucker Posted on Jun 11, 2006 at 03:50 PM
You have got to be kidding-I'm trading in 15 years of IT work to run the road as a Trucker? Hell Yes! I have been on the road for so damn long that I have learned it's the only home I have. It may be long and winding but it never causes me pain nor any grief while continuing forever and ever. I'll be in Lewiston, Idaho for the next month, then I'm back on the road. For those of you who give a shit-if you look at a map for the middle of nowhere, Lewiston, Idaho is 40 miles from that point. Oh yes-don't let me forget about the money! Lots and lots of money-so much that I can now afford to pay attention. This is a career that has always been in demand and will continue to be that way throughout the lives of our great grandchildren. So off I go-what a scary thought that I'm about to change to the stereotype of a trucker (..downs yet another shot) John Caldwell
Stuck in Michigan 05-25-06 Posted on May 25, 2006 at 12:37 PM
Sitting on my hands in Michigan tonight, I-94E exit 167 at the TA...looks like I'll be here until tomorrow. This weekend I'll be delivering to Framington, Mass-heading out 696E to 75S to 90E. Considering I'll have 3 days to kill, I'll be taking my time along the route. so flag me down to say Hi! :) John Caldwell
They Pissed Me Off....... Posted on May 17, 2006 at 08:17 PM I'm holding their vehicle hostage. The company I work for has some core values and beliefs that is not shared throughout all of our regions, especially our San Diego region. Ultimately I have yet to be compensated over $3000. Obviously an attorney wouldn't touch this for such little money, but we're going to see how much leverage a $40,000 vehicle will give me when I get them on the phone tomorrow. I am ready to fulfill delivery of this vehicle-as soon as the company pays me for my expenses. I'll even take a buyout to deliver the vehicle and leave the company. I'm also willing to deliver the vehicle to an undisclosed location(Mexico Border), leave the keys in the ignition with the doors wide open-and then promptly disappear for a while. This is an experience that I have been discussing with the chain-of-command since the middle of April, and all I've received is silence. I can no longer to afford to be diplomatic as I no longer possess the patience to do so. Any Thoughts? John Caldwell
Back to California 05-14-06 Posted on May 14, 2006 at 09:01 AM
After a week doing a New York run, I'm now heading back to Gardena, California with a one day stop in Albuquerque on Monday 05-15-06. I can definitely say that the company I work for creates a vacuum and I can shout loud to the world: !!!!!! CLEVELAND SUCKS !!!!!! There are no redeeming qualities of this city anywhere, and is one reason why Iran should continue their Nuclear program. New Jersey is very beautiful, as is Louisville, Kentucky. Due to the incredibly retarded way Indiana performs their road construction projects and also that Turnpikes(Tolls) in Indiana and Ohio are Stupid....I have kidnapped the Department of Transportation leaders of each of these states and I am ready to dispose of them.....just post your message on what I should do with them! And before I forget:a big middle-finger to Verizon Wireless John Caldwell
New York trip=3000 miles 05-06-06 Posted on May 06, 2006 at 10:55 AM
Hanging out in Fernley, Nevada for the moment-on my way to Thornwood, New York. This route is all I-80 East, so flag me down as I'm passing by. I'm trying to take some more pictures to post-I'll get them up later. ****BULLETIN**** These routes would be really cool if I had a partner, so if you're interested.....stop me and come onboard. John Caldwell
Mesa, Arizona tonight 05-03-06 Posted on May 03, 2006 at 06:03 PM
It's Mesa, Arizona tonight-I used to live here 10 years ago...I do not recognize this place anymore. So much here to occupy the senses-I just might break out my camera and take some pictures-right behind me is some kind of Waterpark.....looks fun! So c'mon over and let's get busy
West Sacramento Posted on Apr 30, 2006 at 07:40 PM
I'm here in West Sacramento, California for the night save me John Caldwell phone number would go here email address would go here
Eugene, Oregon bound Posted on Apr 24, 2006 at 07:53 PM
After spending way too much time in Las Vegas, it's time to hit the road. Again, another change of plans-this time I'm enroute to Eugene, Oregon.
It's Las Vegas time....YES!!!!!!!!!! Posted on Apr 21, 2006 at 08:21 PM
I'm on my way to Las Vegas tonight and I'm flooring it until I get there. My delivery isn't until Monday afternoon, so I have at least 2 days with nothing to do: AH HAHHAHHAHHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I deserve this unforseen opportunbity, because after I deliver this vehicle, I head to the airport for North Carolina and I'll be running non-stop for at least 2 months. Right now I've stopped in Flagstaff and I know at least one of you want to join me in my fun -so be spontaneous and let's do it! You'll find me at the Hacienda, which is on 93-N just past Hoover Dam. John Caldwell
Travel Ban on Roswell, New Mexico Posted on Apr 20, 2006 at 05:42 PM
Effective immediately until further notice, I am imposing a travel ban for all members to Roswell, New Mexico. After being stuck there for over 24 hours, it is this Professional's opinion that this place sucks some serious ass! Please take necessary travel precautions and reroute your travel North as far as Montana or South through Cabo San Lucas-both routes should provide the necessary safety to avoid this land of waste known as Roswell, New Mexico. If you find it absolutely necessary to travel within 300 miles of Roswell, New Mexico-please be sure to bring and extremely large amount of intelligence and know how to interpret 'Yup' and 'uh-huh'. If you live in Roswell, New Mexico there is hope-your town is still high on the list of targets in the event of a Nuclear Missile Strike. John
Stop Me-I want to get off! Posted on Apr 12, 2006 at 06:17 AM
As if being a road warrior isn't enough, I'm now off to Albuquerque, NM to handle ALL of my company's vehicle distribution. Of course I have no idea where I'll hang my hat once I'm there, but where's the fun in that. John
Back in South Carolina Posted on Apr 12, 2006 at 06:17 AM
Finally-I'm back in South Carolina...but only for a short time. On Wednesday I'm off again-this time to California. John
95-South Day Posted on Apr 12, 2006 at 06:16 AM
Heading South along I-95 enroute to South Carolina. In no hurry to get anywhere, so flag me down. John
OMG!!! I'm in Paulsboro, New Jersey Posted on Apr 12, 2006 at 06:16 AM
Hanging in the Travel Center of America(TA) in Paulsboro, New Jersey.....why? Still working on that one. C'mon by and say hi :) John
Change of Career Day Posted on Apr 12, 2006 at 06:15 AM
After 15 years of computer work, and travelling 100s of thousands of miles doing IT contracts, it is time I changed careers. I've been brought on with a company as a 'Professional Driver'-which means: .......travelling 100s of thousands of miles doing Vehicle Delivery contracts-but I get to travel in style :) So don't be surprised if I pop in your neighborhood, driving a Lexus or Benz or the one latest SUVs .....don't forget to wave, I'm just passing through Oh DAMN!!! I'm stuck in Hurricane, West Virginia tonight and it has been a very long week. Since Wednesday I have routed to Atlanta, GA to Nashville, TN to Louisville, KY to Baltimore, MD back to Louisville, KY to New Jersey and now in West Virginia. Tomorrow I'm back to New Jersey again and then to Mt. Laurel, NJ followed by a couple more stops in Owings Mills MD and then to Rosedale, MD. If anybody feels like having lunch, and I'm nearby-give me a call :) John
To Understand Why....... Posted on Apr 12, 2006 at 06:12 AM
Good morning to all. My name is John, and I'm hoping that after you've read the emotions I've expressed within my profile you will have discovered my name plus a whole lot more about me. Based upon the feedback I have been receiving, which is all good(Thank You), I wanted to declare a few things about my intentions here: -Everyone here is beautiful, gorgeous, stunning, vivacious, attractive and unique. -Although it is so easy to be selfish and greedy to focus only upon pictures-the quality that I seek from each of you is from within. Your expressions and emotions captured into words truly define just how beautiful, gorgeous, stunning, vivacious, attractive and unique each of you can be and is the true essence of what emanates from. -As you have guessed I seek love, romance, commitment, relationship with one woman-only one woman. The answer to that is a definite YES! The qualities of love, romance, commitment and relationship can be found anywhere-as long as two people are willing to take the chance, focus solely upon the bond they have created and to disregard all negative that comes their way which threaten that bond. Some of you are in relationships, which is so wonderful because you get to share your experiences, expressions and events in life with someone-but if I can help make all that you share with another turn towards the positive then I will feel content knowing that I can at least help preserve and strengthen the relationship of others. -This site is oozing with Sex and Desire and Passion and Eroticism and a whole bunch of other adjectives you already know-if that was all I sought I would be alone forever, because no one can do me better than me :)(My attempt at some levity-sorry) I cannot separate the Sexual from the Emotional-I've never done any one-night stands, and yes I do know what I've been missing -which is why I don't. Remember, Sex is so much more than the physical-the physical is superficial and changes over time yet the emotional is overwhelming and evolving and only gets stronger and more defined as time passes. We will never escape a physical attraction to another but when we look past the superficial and look within for their true beauty do we truly discover whether this person has substance or is nothing but a shell. Oh, before I forget... -Men create a vacuum -Men are Pigs -Men are the reason GOD created Women ....because even GOD can make mistakes If you are in a relationship with a Man or you are a Man and you are reading this then I hope you truly understand that everything in life evolves around pleasing a woman-and no, not just sexually. What are considered 'little things' like a romantic greeting card(just because), or a phone call in the middle of the day (only to say 'I miss you-I love you even more'), taking out the garbage or mowing the grass and it only takes about 30 minutes a week to achieve...... -In other words: -Please a woman -She is happy and shows her appreciation towards you -You like her appreciation so you make her happy again ......See how that works-it creates a cycle that both need to participate in. You participate because you want to, not because you feel you have to. All of the 'little things' take little effort but the rewards are astounding. Men need to understand it's not cool to: -wear pants below the waist -not shower or shave or other personal hygiene every three days -travel in packs like the animals that they are -disrespect women, because women have the powerover everything in life-they only allow some men to think they have power -there are many, many more negatives, I'll stop with these If the men still don't get it, and you can tell because they have that 'deer in the headlights' look upon them, then the following steps should be applied: 1. Find a stick(a 2x4 will suffice) 2. Engrave on this stick PU KCUF EHT EKAW in big, bold letters 3. Find an appropriate time when he is docile (usually after he has passed out from another night with his friends) 4. Now, with a firm grip upon our stick, -and making sure we have good leverage for our footing -and make sure you have a direct line-of-sight for his forehead -and.....let 'er rip: !!! W H A M !!! Now, I bet he'll finally get the message. John